Okay.
I finally slept in. I feel better rested than usual, that's all I needed I guess.
Last night nothing seemed to go my way. Shit the whole day didn't go my way at all. I don't know why. But it's a new day and I am optimistic. The only thing I am worried about... Andrew decided he's going to quit smoking now instead of waiting to buy the Nicorette patches/gum. And that probably means I have to quit too. I don't know if I am ready. I don't know if I can unless I really want to. I guess it's time to buy some distractions, lots of chips and candy and all the junk food I want, coz I know if I distract myself it might go easier. I think it's like prying a very important item (for lack of any better word/idea) from a dead person's hand. I like my cigarettes. I would rather ween myself off, cut down slowly and then stop. But whatever, we'll see. Yeah? (Mike, I need your expertise in quitting smoking. Help?)
Anyway, it's really cold today and the gloomy weather always feels ominous to me, and I don't like it one bit. Ugh.
Let's just hope today is good for everyone :)
