Well.
Halloween costume is figured out.
River Tam from Firefly/Serenity.
It might be a little hard to plan out, but I have a wig for the long hair, I have almost identical boots, and I am going to buy a dress today at the thrift store. I was wanting to go with something more "Halloween" than just a character from a show/movie, but I couldn't resist. I found this AMAZING costume at the Halloween store, a marionette. It was the typical puppet costume, but the hat had a stick on the top that attached to string that led to the legs and arms, it was so great. But $60 was a little steep for me. But I would if I had the money, it was seriously beautiful. So, River it is.
Anyhow, lately I have been getting fed up with a lot of things. People trying to get me back into drugs, people disapproving of my relationship that I am completely happy about, etc. I really am starting to feel like I need to disassociate from people even more, but I am going to have to think on that more. As it is, I rarely go see friends at all, the only ones I see are at work. And that's fine with me. But I don't know. So many people aren't what I thought. And, there are so many people that are still stuck in their immature ways, that they should be growing out of. I mean, at certain points in life you just have to stop going nowhere and start doing something. And I am realizing this, I have to be getting things done, but so many other people are still wasting their time with drugs and stupidity. All I know is I want no part in it. I am happy with my life, I don't need drugs to distract me and I won't ever again. I have my family, few friends, and a good life now. Finally clean for so long, I definitely don't need to get back into it. No matter how hard it was to stop and not want it anymore, I know that I truly do not want it anymore and I won't ever again. I also want to quit smoking. I found some Nicoderm patches last night in my room and in a few days I will be on THE PATCH. Haha. We'll see how it goes and I'll let you know.
Anyhow I am going to sign off for now.
Have a good day.
River Tam from Firefly/Serenity.
It might be a little hard to plan out, but I have a wig for the long hair, I have almost identical boots, and I am going to buy a dress today at the thrift store. I was wanting to go with something more "Halloween" than just a character from a show/movie, but I couldn't resist. I found this AMAZING costume at the Halloween store, a marionette. It was the typical puppet costume, but the hat had a stick on the top that attached to string that led to the legs and arms, it was so great. But $60 was a little steep for me. But I would if I had the money, it was seriously beautiful. So, River it is.
Anyhow, lately I have been getting fed up with a lot of things. People trying to get me back into drugs, people disapproving of my relationship that I am completely happy about, etc. I really am starting to feel like I need to disassociate from people even more, but I am going to have to think on that more. As it is, I rarely go see friends at all, the only ones I see are at work. And that's fine with me. But I don't know. So many people aren't what I thought. And, there are so many people that are still stuck in their immature ways, that they should be growing out of. I mean, at certain points in life you just have to stop going nowhere and start doing something. And I am realizing this, I have to be getting things done, but so many other people are still wasting their time with drugs and stupidity. All I know is I want no part in it. I am happy with my life, I don't need drugs to distract me and I won't ever again. I have my family, few friends, and a good life now. Finally clean for so long, I definitely don't need to get back into it. No matter how hard it was to stop and not want it anymore, I know that I truly do not want it anymore and I won't ever again. I also want to quit smoking. I found some Nicoderm patches last night in my room and in a few days I will be on THE PATCH. Haha. We'll see how it goes and I'll let you know.
Anyhow I am going to sign off for now.
Have a good day.
